Layers Of Fog And Undefined Texture

Undefined, blurred and artless. I came here to be defined. I looked to my location to define me. The reality I hadn't considered before coming here is clear to me now. The definition of a person can never come from something so abstract and distant as a city.

What is this city?
A combination of street signs, restaurants, districts?
I can recall it's scents, textures, colors, but how can I define it in words?
A city so new to me, how could I express it with words I've used all my life to voice previous experiences? How can I paint a sky of blue with yellow paint? Undefined, blurred and artless is the state of both the painting and the person.